Folk Song#2: Golden Door

This song is the first I wrote in my “folk series” — the one that started everything off, and it is, not suprisingly, the topic about which I am the most passionate. I have to give credit where it’s due, though: the concept for this song came from a speech I helped a former student to write several years ago. Her speech (and this song) center around her parents’ journey from Mexico to El Otro Lado (the other side, aka America). So, it’s a true story, and an inspiring one, at that. Enjoy!

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Folk Song #1: Why Can’t You Be Like Me?

I said a month ago that I’d start posting some of the songs I’ve been writing, so I’m finally getting around to it. This isn’t the first one I wrote, but it’s one of my favorites so far.

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And just to pre-empt unwanted comments:

  • Yes, it’s sarcastic.
  • Yes, you’re supposed to be a little offended (or perhaps a lot).
  • It’s folk: It’s supposed to sound unpolished.
  • It’s folk: You can copy it, share it, change it, re-mix it, mash it, sell it, whatever.

More to come soon…

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Jesus, Obi-Wan Kenobi, and the Stormtrooper’s Daddy

stormtrooperFor my birthday last week, Amy got me the special edition DVD of “Star Wars Episode IV: A New Hope.” Basically, the original Star Wars movie that started everything off, and my personal favorite (It’s the archetypal Hero’s quest, after all).

But the best part was watching it with my two-and-a-half-year-old son, Grady. He’s already very familiar with the entire Star Wars universe, because I’ve read him all the story books we could find. He dressed up as Luke Skywalker last Halloween (longstanding family tradition, actually) and has his own plush-cloth lightsaber (although he prefers mine). But up until last week, he had never actually seen a Star Wars movie. He was thrilled, to say the least.

But it’s a mixed blessing for me. My Dad was a Star Wars fan too, so I love that this is a passion shared and passed down through the generations. But even though we held off on showing the movie for 2.75 years, it still might have been too soon. Let me explain.

We’re very careful with introducing “violence” concepts to Grady, and after watching the movie, everything he touches is now a “blaster” he uses to shoot pretend stormtroopers. We did have a great talk about what happens when you shoot a stormtrooper, and how even stormtroopers have Mommies and Daddies who are sad when their children get hurt. That seemed to hit home to him…for all of about five minutes.

So my new challenge (at this phase in my life) is to find the teaching/parenting value in Star Wars. I think it came to me when we were watching it for the third time in as many days: It’s the moment right before they escape the Death Star, where Obi-Wan Kenobi is fighting Darth Vader (we call it “doing the lightsaber dance” in our house) and looks across the hangar to his young student, Luke Skywalker, who is earnestly looking on. At this point, Kenobi does something very counter-intuitive for a science fiction movie borne of a violent culture: he stops fighting, in a very deliberate way, at the cost of his life (sort of).

In that one moment, I see Christ, Gandhi, and MLK reflected in Star Wars — the idea that sometimes a non-violent and sacrificial gesture will go much farther and become much more influential than conquest over flesh and blood. Or maybe its the idea that winning is losing and losing is winning — another concept Jesus talked about. Grady may not be able to fully grasp that concept just yet, but at least I know which direction to steer the conversation next time it arises. And it’s nice to know that a good story can grow and change with you over the years.

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This is for you, Bettina

(and any other copyright hawks still reading)

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I Know What I Want to Be When I Grow Up

I Just finished reading Eric S. Raymond’s The Cathedral and the Bazaar. If you’re unfamiliar with this work, it’s not (despite the title) anything about theology. It’s actually the seminal text on the history and rationale behind the open source software movement, from one of its key architects and proponents.

Although ESR (as he is generally referred to in hacker culture) cautions against the expansion of the open source label to other fields (ie music, books, politics, etc), I was amazed in reading this book just how much potential application there is for open source ideology in the world of theology and religion. Here are some of my favorites:

  • The Cathedral and the Bazaar Metaphor. ESR compares proprietary software and programming to a cathedral — development and release of the “product” are tightly controlled by small, exclusive group of people, shrouded in secrecy and authoritariansim. The result is large, costly, and frozen in time. Contrasting this is the bazaar right outside, which ESR compares to open source software — open, ever-changing, where anyone can produce and/or consume a diversity of products.

    The theological implications here are pretty obvious, especially since it’s already a “churchy” sort of image. It’s interesting to note, that in actuality, most European cathedrals are largely empty on Sunday mornings, a relic of another time. Most local marketplaces (my favorite = coffee shop), on the other hand, thrive, and often provide more service to the community than just the products they sell. Note I said “local.” IMHO, Wal-Mart is more of a cathedral than a bazaar.

  • Sale Value vs. Use Value. Since most open-source software is free (as in “no cost,” although it’s always, by definition, free as in “liberty” or “speech”), some people fear that its rise would have damaging economic effects on the software industry. ESR points out that the current industry over-emphasizes “sale value” (immediate exchange of good for cash up front) over “use value” (think support & service) to the detriment of the consumer. If the biggest profit comes from the up front sale, companies have more incentive to provide a nice slick “box” and a marketing campaign than they do to provide something that actually works or has any sort of longevity. If the product is free, companies are forced to compete to provide the best support and service to make their profit. The book was written in the late 90’s, and already this idea is becoming industry standard, even in companies like Micro$oft.

    From a theological standpoint, this one really jumped out at me: Often in Evangelical Christianity of the past two decades we find a *huge* emphasis placed on “salvation” and “alter calls,” (sale value) while we have largely ignore things like ongoing spiritual education and practice (use value). It seems like we have taken the position that the most important question a person can be asked is “Are you saved?” rather than “How do you live your life?” And, like the software industry, the church is often guilty of slick marketing campaigns and “packaging” of our product at the expense of the real stuff Jesus did, like caring for the sick, the poor, and the oppressed. Jesus was pretty big on “service and support.” (Matt. 20:25-28)

  • How to Be a Hacker. First of all, ESR differentiates between the media’s great misunderstanding of a hacker as a punk teenager who “creates problems and destroys things,” and the original understanding of a hacker as a computer programmer who “solves problems and builds things.” To “hack” code is not to break it, but to add something to it that makes it more valuable for one’s self and for the community. Sharing, obviously, is a big part of hacker culture. In response to the question, “How do I become a hacker,” ESR says that “You aren’t a hacker until people in the hacker culture call you a hacker” on the basis of your contribution to the community.

    Yeah. There’s an old song — “They will know we are Christians by our love, by our love, yes they will know that we are Christians by our love.” How awesome would it be if, rather than slapping a chrome fish on the bumper of our SUV and then driving like a**holes, we refused to call ourselves Christians until others recognized the Christ in us.

Finally, I was encouraged to read this in the final chapter:

The hacker mind-set is not confined to this software-hacker culture. There are people who apply the hacker attitude to other things, like electronics or music — actually, you can find it at the highest levels of any science or art. Software hackers recognize these kindred spirits elsewhere and may call them “hackers” too — and some claim that the hacker nature is really independent of the particular medium the hacker works in.

So, I think I want to be a hacker when I grow up. An open-source software hacker, yes. But also a music hacker. A literature hacker. An education hacker. And a theological hacker.

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Farmers Branch Sucks.

Well, not all of them. Just 68%.

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Living inside the Box

Here’s the not-so-interesting but obligatory update on our living status. We put our house on the market, and it sold in about three days. Not for as much as we’d hoped, but is it ever? At least we got it over with.

That put us in a rush to find an apartment we could move into before closing. Thanks to lots of help from friends, we got completely moved in one very exhausting weekend. Now we are up to our ears in boxes, and adjusting to living in what amounts to a 926 square foot box itself.

I’m not complaining. The first day we were in the apartment, I opened the screen door to the patio and it fell off. My first thought was “@!#$!#” and my second thought was, “Wait a minute… This is not my problem!” Nice. Called the maintenance people and they were out to fix it the next day. Basically, they picked it up and put it back on the little track. My first thought: “@#$%$#@…I could have done that.” My next thought: “Wait a minute…someone did a completely trivial repair I could have done myself…and didn’t charge me $100 for the privilege of coming out and making me feel stupid!” Nice. There are definitely advantages to apartment living.

Anyhow, if you need our new address, just email me or call. We’ll be here for exactly one year, and then off to New Jersey for another four or five years of box-life. What a great opportunity to get rid of unnecessary junk…

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